last night was a mess

yesterday was our PE night. before that we had trouble finding our costume and props.the boys went to school to borrow some kawayans(to be used as our props). then we went to shobe's house.wala yung trabahante nila, din locked yung bahay cos her mom may nag-attend ng "grand openning" daw.she said baka nasa loob cousin niya.doorbell kami ng doorbell.wala ata.she decided to climb sa bubong,pero di tumuloy sa pagtalon sa likod ng bahay nila,mataas daw tatalunan niya ee,so i voluntered.

shobe: yaw na lang oi. naog na.
me:naa naman ko dinhia.kaya lage na.
shobe: gikulbaan lage ko nimu.
me: tss. asus!

so bumaba na lang ako nung aktong labayan ko niya ng kahoy haha :). then we're about to leave(me and shie we're changing sandals na cos if im using mine i wont be allowed by "chief" to enter the school) ng..

shobe: naa na jud siya. hay salamat.
shielay: asa ana?
shobe: kanang dakog tiyan
bru&me: lol

so we went inside na.then bru and shie went rushing,bili pa sila ng ibang props.me and ambs start na sa paggawa ng aming bonfire haha:)) nanghalungkat ako sa mga mags ni shobs and saw the buzz 2004 pa ata yun haha. si heart kasi andun ee idol ko siya. then si iya. then after err hours uhm dumating sila bru and shie. plus binigyan kami ng icedtea nung worker nila shob. shie noticed the mag.

shie: ako man diay ni oh (referring to iya villania's pic sa mag)
shob: awa lage!
me&bru: lol

then ako naman umalis. kinuha ko yung shorts tsaka black shirt ko. pagbalik ko 1:30pm na ata. nakadating kami ng USEP(univ. of southeastern philippines) mga bandang 2pm na. LATE na!!!

guard: unsa mu na school?
us: STI (pakita dayon id :D)
guard: right.
me: right? babangga kami. haha:))
guard: :D hindi dun pa.

nakapasok kami sa social hall, hanap agad namen ang CSIT201a, then ethnic boys, only aries (=monster) and migs (=king). asan si tagal and superman? aba! paimportante! dumating naman agad sila before magpictorial.haha.

pictorial?

ahh for documentation.

showtime!

well. ethnic ang first group.ayun, kabadtrip.ok naman kami, second performers.then folkdance(they ended up first placer),tango(like us.kulelat).lastly modern(second place lang).bad day.

*away kami ni ahia.

*di ako nakapanood ng sponge cola gig.

*di umattend ng forum ng 3jbacs :(

[tagal ko napost to. tinatamad kasi ee]

im a nutter

kagabi. my tita told me that her lola (our nanay) is in the ICU. 'course we're sad and uber worried. my lola (and dunno who else) was in the hospital na. i wanna go talaga, actually, we (my tita and i) wanna go talaga kaso i had (supposed to have) exams(today), and tita has to work.therefore stayed. :(

bit late. no datastruc exams (moved to monday.thanks GOD). effing good err, cos im "A NOTHINKER" this week. im sick. really really sick. ugh!. so stayed at rm.104, chatted a bit. read HP: OotP, ok. pampagana kuno ng utak says bru.

bru: nosebleed na?

lol.

went to jathos. eat (a bit); ordered pancit canton (yung instant;yung lucky me chilimansi). nung nag-open ang savers. eto "nagsasalitayp" (akording tu banal na kamote.amen)

so im still busy with school. woot finals na. wala pa akong permit haha. even doreen. special exams lang kami sa almost all subjects. i dont think in trigo cos im planning to follow the sked, so watever. pray for me. haha.

-wah! im so matapang na mag-exam sa trigo anuh? cos sa trigo lang may naintindihan ang malfunctioning kong utak. tssss.

worst PERSON

and yea. twas ICT day yesterday. funn..a bit.
and i danced for the fist time on stage (in my whole stay at STI.)
ok "it's because of my COMPRO grade ok."
im not feeling well kahapon nga ee.
cos i went swimming last sunday.
so i have "pamaul" →my knees, and shoulders, arms are really aching. gahdness parang mababali!
during the practice sa rm104 (with ate nona and ma'am hope as choreos) i was really not in my element.
grr. i was a mess.
and i was infront pa huh?! shett.
i hate my height tuloy!

dear LORD,

ganito na po ba ako kataas?for life?

love, berlai

so. but im trying naman na gumalaw ng maayos.
the steps are like ballerina-ish.
ugh. i can only dance modern.
haha.
so dont expect good moves from me.
it sucks!
nakakahiya!
ma'am hope had it videod pa nga ee.
and ate nona was pissed on our group.
pero nung ok na a bit. she's laughing na :

ate nona- oh gamay na lang guys!
(transalation: oh konti na lang guys!)

then after err-minutes.
we're finished na, then decided to proceed at CAP-AUDI(i remember the calla lily gig.gosh!)
there i saw my crush. with glycs.

bru-close sila ni (hissed)glycon?
berlai-(shrugged shoulders)dunno :(

then when we went inside.
we saw some of our instructors are nagvivideoke :)
funn!
then we hesitated na iplay and magpractice.
kakahiya.
then sir tras saw us.
he said sige lang.
went onstage then try to have a bit of sabot-sabot where to position ourselves.
haha.
then ma'am racho sang pinoy ako.
me and doreen went dancing haha :)

then they let us make solo the stage na.
played the cd.
we danced.
gosh. that guy went inside.as well as kuya mher.
namental block tuloy ako.
then i saw somebody looking from that secondfloor-whatever!
talaga i was like dunno what to do next.
silly.
the teachers were looking pa naman.
shitt.
im a dumbass!

after err-minutes.
we went outside ulet.
saw na naman that guy with glycs :(
i was a bit selos na ahh.
tae!
so there i continue reading na the book i borrowed from itoy.
then batman came. haha. missed him?ugh!nah!

batman-anu yan? ahh.pabasa pud beh.
me-dili diay ko! :P

ahh im really silly that night.
hayyy. i was even making inis to kuya mher ee.
wah. kimby where are you? haha
then ate nona and the lifters came.
okei.
went inside ulet. punta sa stage.
practice ng practice.
we're freezing na sa lamig tae!
ahh medjo nasanay na akong may tao haha :))
i was moving na.
tralala masyado si berlai!
then nagbihis.
basa ng book ulet.
then ayun na moment of truth.

I DANCED AND SAW "WORST PERSON"
oh shitt!
shitt!
shitt!
okei sorry for that!
haha :)
itwas just so shitt to see him.
ugh!
got lotsa mistakes in that presentation!

ohh bakit ka ba nanonod? shett kah!

worst person and his group won in the modern dance contest that night.
kaw ba naman maging bulate.
shitt ka talaga!

berlai is sick

insomniac. three-no make it four-no i think it had been five days-nights-of PUYAT!
huhu.it's because of our stupid-shitty-still not running calculator program.
that's our project in our computer programming subject.
and we still need to defend it.
oh holy cow!
so dami ko pa namang ibang project.
i have to do my proj pa in comarts.
nyay!
plus our dance exam in PE.
oh shitt!
wah!
HELP!
hmm.and then exams.o c'mon!
plus my datastruc debugging assignment pa pala ako.

worst.i wont be able to watch the gig of spongecola this march15. cos that's our PE night.
huhu. i miss yael pa naman ng sobra sobra :(
i planned pa naman na isama kapatid ko kasi idol niya ang SC.
but then di pala matutuloy.huhu.

dear GOD,
test po ba to?

love, berlai

and yea. im sick na naman :(

....

shobe's birthdayyy

twas shobe's bday yesterday (and twas the first day of our prefi exams) so after our compro -( the program tracing was all about the JOptionPane and stuffs connected to that-and that was i least studied DEMN!)- ,we went to gmall-we were so vaiiin :))- sonic boom→foodcourt(starwalk) and their sobrang vaiin namen,may pasaway pa na crew haha→parkinglot porsche!→greenwich→penshoppe→human→bench. then OUT. sakay ng taxi → greenhills kainan galore! yea! and then we went to people's park. it's fun. real fun. yea ginawa nila akong fotog :( uhmp! kaya most of the pics sila lang :( esp. dun sa bridge ambad nila :(

pictures are posted in my multi :)

paking syett..badtrip!

kainis sobrang kabadtrip talaga today cos first; kelangan magsuot ng red na shirt para makapasok sa school today.so para akong gagang nakapula sa jeep :( TAENA! pagbaba ko pa ayun may bumabati ng HAPPY VALENTINES pagsusuntukin ko kaya yung mga yun.grr!
second; wala akong magawa kasi la akong pera today :( WATAPAK talaga!
third; la akong maipapasa sa datastruc cos la akong alam sa sorting echoss na yun!wala akong ginawang program :(
fourth; exams na this monday.la akong notes!special exams+cramming na naman.sawa na ako!
fifth; malamig ang panahon at im sure lalagnatin na naman ako tomorow as always! haha. absent na naman!
syet syet syet! wala na akong ginawang matino this sem ahh. binagsak ko na halos lahat ng subject ko. may inc. pa nga ako ee.so anung gagawin ko after finals?im sure pagagalitan na naman ako nito ee.

ok.sabi pa nga ni sir pac na may possibility na di na ako magiging DL next sem. FVCK! paki ko? panu magtatransfer din naman ako ee. hay. kaya siguro nawalan ako ng ganang mag-aral dahil dun :( bhadd. so ayun "nasa huli ang pagsisisi" naman tama! haha =)) panu sobrang watak watak na kami ng bruha next sem :( panu pa naman ako gaganahang mag-aral kung ganun? haha im so so silly.

bitter lang ata ako kasi hindi natuloy yung date nameng magkakabarkada :( hay naku. sobrang PAKING SYET talaga today!
:)) sana naman maging OK na ako talaga :( kasi ayoko na ng ganitong pag-uugali ee. hay

--i saw DYANNE today sa mall. sobrang saya cos mas matangkad na ako! yey! =))

WEEK-ness

i dunno why i put that stupid,nosense title. haha. ok i still cant think RIGHT.
im not in myself talaga this week. pero aba ewan at nag-eenjoy ako sa buhay ko.
nakakatawa cos' nung saturday i was brokenhearted so so nonsense naman;uhm it's all about him na naman.si firstLOVE; oo grabee. nakakatawa kasi friday night i watched the MMK episode na about youngLOVE.ok ok anguapo ni josh grabee.and then parang relate naman TAE!cos know what i was thirteen din nung ma-inlab sa guy na'to.third year high school na ako nun :( .pero nagkakilala kami vacation yun nung nagsummerjob sa place namen.schoolmates pala kami.nung 2ndyear ako,hindi naman talaga siya yung original crush ko sa barkadahan nila ee,it'was kuya dons yung kasama niyang nagsummerjob.then nung nag3rdyear ako actually mga june si kuya yobe naman crush ko.ewan at sa kanya ako nakaramdam ng LOVE :( . it was it was it was so EWAN talaga. i cant explain why i fell for him. he's not that cute,but he's SMART! he's sumkinda IDEAL. owell close kasi kami kaya ganun. and then nung september na nagsimula yun. and then basta nung INTRAMS namen sa lastnight HE KISSED me. (wahhh i hate revealing it) . uhmmm there, dun na ayun naging GAGA ako.nov19,2005.tsanang! wala erase lahat.first heartache.;ok ok after two years ayyun feeling ko i DIDNT get over him. whoa! when i make kwento nga kay marc yung tungkol sa amin, he said i was so TAE. pinakafavorite kong sinabi niya;" PARA SIYANG CURSE!" haha kasi sa tuwing nagkakaboyfriend ako dun siya nag-aappear and then INLOVE na naman ako sa kanya PUTEEEK!. mas matindi nung pasko.a bago pala yun magpasko. parang he;s courting me;tsk or nagparamdam lang siya;sobrang asa ko lang siguro ;( kaya nung SATURDAY nung akala ko ay magkikita ulit kami,nalaman kong may GF pa rin siya :(( ouch!!! ok masakit ahh ewan. TANGA talaga ako oo. :( aamin naman ako ee, TANGA ako. UMASA asa pa kasi ;( tuloy. i texted marc and bru--at TAMA sila :( TAPUSIN na ang KATANGAHAN. i sould GET OVER HIM. bata pa ako. :( bata pa masyado sa mga bagay na yan.pero the nicest thiiing? HINDI AKO UMIYAK! haha tae LOKO lang.umiyak ako pero KONTI lang ok.KONTI lang naman ee ;((
kahapon we went naman sa bordinghouse nila jenn. i was with ambs;bru;she;and jul. laro ulit ng basketball. tawa kami ng tawa cos si shielay hindi marunong magdribble ng bola haha;)) pero before kami nakaabot may nangyaring banggaan.nabangga yung jeep na sinasakyan namin. PUTEK! nsa likod ako nun so i dunno what really happened, iwas reading din naman kasi. haha ;)so there. pagdating namin nanood muna kami ng ":NARUTO:" haha laro sa computer nila jenn. tapos maagang umalis si julien, she's a wetblanket.ganun naman siya andaming alibis :(( ayaw niya ata kaming kasama ee. ayun hanggang gumabi na andun parin kami. gumagawa ng vid. haha kaso yung computer naman nila jenn sirain haha di namen halos matapos yung vid :( naman naman naman :( so ayun tapus adobe2 ako wala lang : antay lang din namin kuya ni jenn. si jayson the official GROOM namen :)) panu ang kinis taz ang abs grabee :) uhmm YUMMY talaga! well ayun ambait niya. tinanong niya ako bout dun sa ginagawa ko sa adobe. he dunno daw kasi cos he's into corel and then lumapit siya sakin. eeeeeeeeeeee SOBRANG kilig kaya! inggit sina SHIELAY and ambs na nasa tabi ko. weeellllllll imma such a LUCKY girl haha. TAE! 1opm na kami umuwi ;))
----uhmm know what im thinkin to have a DIARY. haha nainggit kasi ako sa DIARY ni ate trensii(pinsan ni amber;and friend ni christiu) kasi nabasa ko yung diary niya when she was just a first year student sa ADDU high. :) la lang FEEL ko lang gumaya haha.


NEXT TO POST: about the POSERS! watch out for my post. kasi tinatamad ako today haha ;)

PITLO with kuya alden @ CALLALILY gig sa CAP-audi; shucks im so inggit kay pitlo kasi nalapitan ko lang si alden.tapos sandali lang pa jud. tapos siya nakapapic. SYET ka PITS!

trip ko lang ;)

so CUTE the DUCK!

BANGS-ed :))

o yea. im bangs-ed cos im emofied. ayan nagpost na ako ng pics ng bago kong HAIRDO wahaha :))

magpapagupit siguro ako this weekend kasi humaba na yung ginupit ko last month :s mahaba na bangs ko oh. :s tsaka bastah ayoko ng magpahaba ng buhok :(( ayaw nga lang akong payagan ng nanay,tita,at mga kaibigan ko :( uhmp. sa tingin niyo? hindi ba bagay? haha :))

stop and stare- one republic

This town is colder now,

I think it's sick of us

It's time to make our move,

I'm shakin off the rust

I've got my heart set on anywhere but here

I'm staring down myself

, counting up the years

Steady hands, just take the wheel...

And every glance is killing me

Time to make one last appeal...

for the life I lead

Stop and stare I think

I'm moving but I go nowhere

Yeah I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be,

oh Stop and stare

You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there

And you'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what you really need

Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back,

all my senses push

Un-tie the weight bags,

I never thought I could...

Steady feet, don't fail me now

Gonna run till you can't walk

But something pulls my focus out

And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

Yeah I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be,

oh Stop and stare

You start to wonder why you're here not there

And you'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what you really need

Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

Yeah I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be Oh, do u see what I see...

disconnected :|

nawala ako ng matagal tagal kasi kasi TAENANG computer to at ayaw akong papasukin sa aking blogger :( plus nang-iinis pa si pikot :(( huhu. hayy nakakapagod maging AKO :(



trip+exams+sickness+pba =STRESS



ayun nung jan21 nabadtrip sa bahay, 12mn nang umuwi. haha bhadd :( kasama si amber. ayun nagpunta sa bhaus nila jenn. din ang nadatnan namen dun ay ang kuya niyang uber cute plus half-naked haha :)) hubad baro shitt :)) then nagbasketball kami ni amber while waiting for jenn. kumakain pa daw kasi sa banoks; while kami ni amber ni hindi man lang kumain :(( .. kahit may asthma and heart problem hala sige nagpapawis pa rin.. nung dumatin si jenn kasama niya pala bf niya..si milky cheverzcheverz haha; mahirap kasi i-spell,i-pronounce ang buo niyang name ee :))..and ayun sa bhaus nila jenn kami ni am til mga 11pm. tapus nakuwi ako 12 EKSAKTO. buti tulog na tita ko nun di ako pinagalitan haha :)) haayy buong araw akong pagod. :(

jan22, diba 12midnight na ako nakauwi and nakatulog? ayun lapit tuloy maiwan sa gensan trippy namen haha :)) three thirty na ako nagising --thanks to lolo :)-- and dali-dali akong naligo.plus walang laman ang tiyan na umalis papuntang school. kamalas-malasan wala akong makitang sasakyan sa labas. nag-antay pa ako ng ilang minuto bago may dumating sa jeep na dadaan ng sti. there sa jeep parepareho kami ng suot na t-shirt haha mga taga sti din mga nakasama ko yey!! :)) 4am kasi ang assembly time ee :s haay nakoo pagdating ko dun ee marami na ngang tao pero di pa naman umaalis haha :)) haayyy pinoyy talaga WTF! five na ata kami nakaalis ng sti .sa van16 kami. lapit maiwan si xtian(a.k.a batman) and chiara. tapos nakisiksik pa si jcbob sa van namen. shielay's not feeling well din. pero enjoy pa rin sa van kahit halos di ako makaupo--thanks to jcbob ugh! enjoy talaga cos of pitlo. and then kanta kanta and pasayaw sayaw lang kami sa van. enjoy talaga. haay uber boring siguro yun kundi pa nagbigay si sir pactor ng 50% pluss sa exams :)) ohdi sumama lahat :)) nakakatawa si brendell kasi naiihi siya tapus malayo pa yung gas station haha :)) natiis niya yung ganun kalayo? haha ...kwento ng kwento si jcbob, tsaka si jenn and julien. shell stopover: while we're there uber haba ng pila sa cr. then bru told me that ej was not allowed by his mom to come. aww. plus nakita ko si jason emo haha cos la daw si ej. awww :( pag-alis ko sa may cr. nakita ko si ej. haha takbo agad ako sa kanya. ayun masaya na ako :D... gensan jollibee: there kumain. hay naku buti yung beef tapa yung aken. busog. tapos bumili ako ng rocky road sundae adiktuss ee. may nagtanong sakin sa may counter. kala nila taga gensan kami. :s . ayun ayun. kcc mall convention hall: yung mga dancers ng sti gensan di masyadong magaling :)) host nun si mel garrido (??) and then yung mga speakers na sina aileen apolo-from google, adrian ding-a business man from cebu and a certain jojo recio. okei yung convention :) masaya. plus andun din si zara of pbb. stier kasi siya. how i wish si janus del prado yun :( owee sumali si janus sa mr.sti competition nuh haha :)) ...ayun nung natapos nagliwaliw sa kcc mall. then balik parking lot. :s overall masaya yung mga kaganapan :s




;more pictures here;

jan24-26; exams :(

+PLUS

im more sakitin these days :( huhu humina ata immune system ko ahh. abusado kasi ayan :(
owell redbull sucks! cos they're battling purefoods in semis. i hate cyrus baguio. natalo kasi angmagnolia ee :((.
nakakafrustrate ang result ng MPQ from the guidance counselor :(
im pessimist :(

new year, new...

ako bago buhok ko, ay imma bit emofied kasi nung jan5. la mama ko nun pati mga kapatid ko, ako nagbabantay lang ng pamangkin ko, kawawa nga kami, kami lang dalawa naiwan sa bahay nun,(2yrs old pa pamangkin ko that time). kaya ang ginawa ko napagtripan ang buhok! haha. humarap sa salamin after maligo tapos ginupit ang buhok. nagkabangs tuloy haha. puedi na ata akong maging hairstylist watdya think? uhm hahahahaha :))

kalungkot lang kasi nagbago din ata si nsaj(perslab ko). kasi nung pasko nabadtrip ata kasi yung signature ko sa fone _mrs. ricafrente_ (ee sa ishulab aaron paul ricafrente ee) ayun di nia ako pinapansin. kaya ako, si kulit, ay magbabago na din pramis! bahala na siya sa buhay niya, paki ka ba? may pa text2 pa siyang

nsaj: special ka saken, kaya wag mo akong kalimutan ha?

aahhhh ewan ko sayo! PAKYU! wahaha ambad bah?

si bru dumadrama din ee. bagong bf, tapuz bagong heartbreak naman!

si superman aba naging mabait saken

si batman din bagong gupit :)

andaming bago. bagong sakit ng ulo kasi may pasok na. ugh!

and i found my new soulmate, april.. my tiu,my tandem and my long lost sister :)

pakyu BRU!

GUYZ ARE:
1. CHEATERS
-mga classmate namin oh,grabe kung mangopya sa class..tsk3!
2. LIARS
-ang tatamad..lagi na lang nakahilata!gets mo??
3. DUMPERS
-yuuuuccckkkk!!eeeewwwwww!kahit saan tinatapon mga basura taz kahit saan Lang umiihi!wattapak!!

gusto mong dagdagan??comment Lang..haha. +_+

PASUBALI?

ang next single from the album transit ng spongecola

ang gusto ko kasi ee SBNIP(sa bingit ng isang paalam)

mang-iinis na naman ang loko-loko kong kapatid, peborit nya kasi ang pasubali assssshaaaar!

Kung pwede lang

Wag mo na ‘tong iwasan

At ‘wag mo ring

Ituring na biro

Marahil ‘to’y ‘di mo inaasahan

Pero sana’y

‘Wag ipinid ang pinto

Itikom ang bibig

Mata’y ibaling sa’kin

Pakinggan mo ang sasabihin ko

[Chorus]

Kailan mo ba matutunan?

Kailan mo ba ‘pagsisigawang

‘Di mo na ‘pagkakailang tayo?

Kay rami nang pinagdaanan

Ano pa ba ang ‘yong kailangan?

Nagsusumamo na sabihin mo

Ang diwa ko’y

Tigib sa kaiisip

Sa sarili’y laging

May kinikimkim

Patuloy lamang bang mananaginip?

At mananatili lang na nakapikit?

Ako’y mayro’ng batid

Ito’y iyong pag-amin

Hindi na natin maiiwasan ‘to

sa blog ni gia nabasa ko, "mahal ko ba talaga girlfriend ko?"